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Leaving Night

By Ed Higgins

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Sometimes

in the middle of the night

awake under a panoply

as mordant as Doré

illustrating Dante

 

spelunking to the dark center

of your best suppressed terror

asking

              will I ever get out of here

alive?

 

If so, only temporarily of course.

Fear, tap, taps again and again

an old séance table leg,

moonlite over a wrong shoulder,

strangers waiting in shadows 

all appearing magically

out of so many black hats

 fear everywhere

              with the fecundity of rabbits,

              rats around a grain bin,

under your bed when you were a child.

 

Now, the chill of winter bedsheets

or dinner’s spiced rellenos

may be causing these thoughts--

but you can’t really know.

Illusions exhaust finally even

magicians

              a life-time of spectacular escapes

              and Harry Houdini couldn’t get back.

The darkness digested him.

 

Then, just as the whole of universal darkness

spasms like a sphincter,

              or a predator’s jaws closing

              on a small antelope’s spine

 

thank God,

                        the radio-alarm goes off.

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